"God is dead!"
I never
knew the meaning of joy, freedom or love. I hated my life for making me like
this --- a wretched street child abandoned
by the people I once called family. I don't have a home but I can occupy
every street corners I want to. You may say my plate is always empty but you're
wrong. I really don't own a plate, literally, but I can eat wherever I want and
I give special courtesy to the restaurant consumers who don't have the appetite
to finish their food. People walking in the street may see me indiffirent and
would look at me as the most unloved person in the planet, but do they know
that I am the superior in the wild streets of this town? In fact, my name is
written in red in police stations and that makes me famously infamous. Yes, I
have a name. At least I can say that I own something.
I don't
believe in God. I call Him dead in a metaphorical sense that He never really
died because He never really lived in the first place.
"Greg!
The police are coming, hide yourself while you still can!" One of the street
children exclaimed as he run in sweat and blood.
I'm not
afraid of them, they can shoot me if they want. I don't want to live anymore, I
already want to end up this misery.
"Bang!"
I can
see blood, surrounding all over me. They're running towards me. Run. I need to run still. I am so afraid
and I'm struggling to death but I need to escape.
I can't
do it, I lied down and crawled, until I was able to hide inside a small
building. I looked up and I saw a cross. I'm in a Church. My tears rolled down and
my heart sank. Maybe, this is by the grace of God that He took me here. I
closed my eyes and saw the face of Jesus looking at me. I can hear Him saying,
"My Child, I love you and I'm here for you."
That
day, I found myself surrendering to God before the police. After that incident,
I came to know God and I built an intimate relationship with Him. Now I know
the meaning of love, joy and freedom. I'm not an orphan anymore, I'm now a
legitimate child of God. Yes, I have a name, and it's still written in red...
but not in precincts anymore. I believe, God already have my name written in
His Book of Life. This is my second chance, and I would live it all for Him,
because God is alive.
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